My mood swings are unbearable i swear one day i hope they just disappear. Not to mention people don't understand i HATE this contraception injection but no, no one takes me serious when i say i want to come off it, my body i don't care about anything else, it might not be the cause to my unsightly moods but seriously, I've never had high blood pressure and well i don't want to get a fat arse, i probably have one but FAT i don't want to gain weight because then i'd have nothing to be cocky about, for example being "fit from the neck down" wouldn't be true anymore i'd be more digusting then i feel everyday.
I know the truth, and it bugs me everyday not knowing what you think when you look at me :S agh die face.
All i have done today is listen to adtr and drink coffee because it reminds me bare of Conor paha how sad;/ i realised something though when i think "i'm not good enough" why should i think that when tbh i am good enough for anyone, not in a vain way but i need to think about saying it incase his ego tells him i'm not.
oh and people don't realise how happy i am, because i've never been this happy.
even if i get a tad jealous when he flirts, its cool.;/
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